Just another day

I have a lot to catch up on. There's been a lot going on. First and foremost. We had a LeBonheur  appointment last Friday. It went semi ok. It's still to be determined. We get to go spend a few days being tested.  Peachy! I'm excited, yet scared. So far here's what our new MD told us: his EEG is abnormal from a different area than it was. In a way that isn't indicative of seizures but it's odd enough that we will be tested! *sigh* good news: he will undergo a battery of tests and when we leave that place we will have answers! Yay! From the way he described the test he would be evaluated head to toe! So that's one hurdle conquered. Next hurdle? Divorce court on Wednesday. Now when I called legal aid, even though I'm in the situation I'm in. I'm not qualified for their help. So they refer me to a website that will prepare papers for you an you pay $165 to file them and you get divorced. This was the magic they told me. Not one person said your gonna have to actually know what your doing. I was told take it to the judge he will sign off on it and you'll be divorced! Oh happy day! I can do that. But that's not how it went down. I was totally unprepared. I had no clue what to say to obtain this divorce. After the third time the judge finally signed off on it. So I'm 1 week divorced today. Has anything changed? No not really because I was only legally married. I live alone with my littles. I'm not missing anyone. I just didn't want to be legally tied to him. And then there's the DATE. Which well went fantastic. I haven't met such a sweet caring person in a long time. I had fun! I choked on a chewy sweet tart. We watched a movie and battled sleep. I laughed! I enjoyed myself. You know you always hope you'll meet that guy that will hold the door open for you and make your leg pop like in the movies? Well it wasn't all sappy but it was comfortable. I wasn't nervous it wasn't crazy awkward. I hid my phone from myself and spent uninterrupted time with this guy! And now I keep getting ask. Is there gonna be a second date? Which I legitimately hadn't thought about. I mean I'm pretty sure there will be but we haven't like set a specific date again. We have talked everyday since the date, but I'm not investing to much into it. It was 1 date. Tomorrow Ella graduates from Kindergarden and I'm a bit sad. Because well she's my baby. And this year has flown by so fast :(! Summer hasn't even really started and already I'm pretty sure I'm on burn #5! Who does that? I'm not even a ginger and I use sunblock. I am just now able to not take Tylenol and not have fever. Literally I took some at about 2 and so far I'm fever free. I use sunblock. And I try not to stay out there to long. Pray for me. This is gonna be a treacherous summer at the rate I'm going! Sorry this post is so random. I just had a lot to throw out there!