PLEASE SMACK ME!!!

Today was hectic. I have been letting the little’s sleep with me. Basically just because I am so worn out at the end of the day, it’s easier to just snuggle them to sleep. Inevitably I wind up getting up and going to the bathroom which means the little’s steal my spot and I wind up on the couch. Every night for the past week I have woke up at 2:30 am on the dot and just can’t go back to sleep. So much in our family going on. Worry stress strife. This morning I got my good morning text from my aunt who was sitting with my great aunt and shortly after that my phone lit up like it was Christmas. Literally… this never happens but my ear has been so busy this week. I took grandma to the dr and went and sat with the aunts for a bit. It was quite refreshing to see Aunt Peggy, and she’s in a regular room now... promising. Anyway back to why I started writing this. I am emotionally and physically tired. Just tired. Want to take a nap, any volunteers to watch the little’s? Today N and I had an eye appt. E has a specialist in Memphis and has an appt on March 7^th. As I was walking in to get N the nurse at the school stops me and asks has your little one ever been evaluated for glasses (her words) me: yes we see a specialist in Memphis she has an appt in March. Kris the nurse: She FAILED her vision screen today, she needs to be seen. I get on the phone call the eye dr here and town and ask them to squeeze E in, why? Because my sweet baby HATES and I mean with a passion hates school. She’s SO smart, but she hates school. She can do the work at home but struggles at school. It’s been a huge battle. Turns out she needs glasses… worse than I need glasses. She needs them for everything except watching tv. and the cataract hasn’t changed that’s a blessing. So we are on a new adventure pray for us and pray she starts loving school. Now for the bad news. I have been having major problems with my left eye. It hurts. Physically. My last eye exam was when I first started EACC and of course it came with you guessed it glasses… this visit was no exception I will have a new pair soon. But my left eye is because the diabetes is affecting the blood vessels in my eyes. Yay right! Just my left eye there’s three spots. As if I wasn’t terrified enough about this whole medical crap I’ve been thru now I know without a doubt it is effecting my eyes.. So I am about to get my but back on track, if you see me with a cupcake! SMACK ME!